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Heyyyyyyy ! I am V OF THE MOST HIGH GOD. Welcome to the Yielded Center. Through my reflections on faith, my meditations on scripture and intimacy with Holy Spirit, l aim to inspire my readers to cultivate an authentic transformative walk with God. We yield by living a spirit led life.
Do you desire this? Then keep showing up here and letās get practical.
And hey, God loves you. š [ We laugh and love here]
I know these words arenāt easy to say. For many of us, simply reaching the point where we can say āI forgive youā is a struggle. And the reason is understandable the weight of what weāve endured because of others can feel unbearable. Our experiences are not the same, our responses differ, and our hearts process pain in unique ways. But if thereās one thing we can all agree on, itās this: forgiveness is not easy but itās also not optional.
Someone is angry and bitter because they were raped. A man is broken because his wife betrayed him. A woman carries deep resentment because her husband abused her. Children cannot bring themselves to forgive their parents and parents, in turn, struggle to forgive their children.
Unforgiveness has crept into the workplace colleagues turned against each other. Among siblings, grudges grow silently over the years. In friendships, it disguises itself hidden behind smiles and small talk, but waiting patiently for a day of expression . Even among brethren in the church , who pray the Lordās Prayer, asking, āForgive us as we forgive those who trespass against us,ā there remains a list at least five names theyāve never truly released in that very department. And perhaps the heaviest of all is the unforgiveness we carry against ourselves.
Sometimes, we do receive apologies. People kneel, they cry, and they express deep sorrow for what theyāve done. And yet, some say the apology isnāt sincere. Others respond with anger, turning the moment into another argument, another war. It makes me wonder why Jesus emphasised the number of times we are to forgive. Perhaps He knew that in this life, offences would come not just once, but over and over again. And maybe thatās exactly why forgiveness, too, must come over and over again.
Today, I want to ask you, have you forgiven yourself?
Have you forgiven yourself for misjudging that guy, for pouring your heart and resources into someone who made you feel like a fool? What about that sin that still lingers in your mind, always before you?
Have you forgiven yourself for the moment you dropped your guard for a few minutes of pleasure that came at the cost of your consecration? Have you forgiven yourself for the things you didnāt do, the words you should have spoken, the decisions you delayed, the red flags and exit doors you ignored?
Forgive yourself for not walking away sooner. For taking a path that ended in pain, even in trauma like rape. For staying silent when you needed to speak. For the years that feel wasted. You need to forgive yourself. And you need to do it now. Not tomorrow. Not someday. Now.For some, forgiving others feels impossible because youāve never started with yourself.
Youāre still beating yourself up over a past that Jesus already washed clean with His blood. You canāt forgive yourself for not hugging your parent more before they passed. Maybe you told a lie. Maybe itās the baby daddy. Maybe you made a decision that changed your life for the worse. But the question is: until when?
How long will you carry that burden?How long will your shoulders bear what grace already came to lift? Itās time to give rest to those tired shoulders. Look in the mirror. Call yourself by name. And say:
ā[Your Name], I forgive you. I forgive you for everything. I forgive you seventy times seven times. I forgive you because God has already forgiven you. I forgive you because you deserve to spread your wings and fly. I forgive you because you can only soar high when youāre carrying light.ā
And I hope itās not just words. I hope you finally allow yourself to come out of that cage. ā¤ļø
How are you really doing? How has your week been?Howās your heart, your body, your mind? Whatās been weighing on your thoughts lately? Whatever it is, why not place it in Godās hands today? He cares for you more than you know.
This morning, while reflecting on my life, I said to God, āLord, Iām contentā¦ but Iām not satisfied.ā Then I paused and thought, Wait, what did I just say? Lol.
I am content I rarely complain. Iām not a murmurer. I donāt naturally lean toward the negative. Iām intentional about guarding my faith and peace by not fixating on things that cause me to stagger in unbelief. Itās giving Abraham, you know? Fully persuaded. Lol. But I also like to reflect deeply. So I evaluated my life, my career, my gifts, my skills, the effort and energy I put into what I do. And still, the thought echoed back: Content, but not satisfied. Grateful, yet certain thereās more.
Thereās more to reach for. More to become. Soā¦ where is the āmoreā button? Make l prezz it immediately, please! Iām not gonna throw any tantrum, I just want instructions to get to my more season. Practical steps too , you know.
āIf you work hard at what you do, great abundance will come to you. But merely talking about getting rich while living to only pursue your pleasures brings you face-to-face with poverty.ā āāProverbsā¬ ā14ā¬:ā23ā¬ āTPTā¬ā¬
If youāre anything like me, then you know that stepping into your āmoreā starts with intentional decisions. Iām about to share a post with you, and I truly hope youāll show up for this event not for me, but for you. Help yourselfā¦ unless youāre completely content with where you are. Sometimes the difference between where you are and where youāre called to be is just knowledge. One word. One insight. One moment of clarity.
Show up. Learn. Invest in yourself. Who knows, your āmoreā might just be waiting in this very meeting.
Sibusisiwe Makhubu is a dynamic communicator, cultural ambassador, and visionary leader with a background in Journalism and Media Studies. As a certified training facilitator and advocate for womenās empowerment, she blends media, education, and purpose driven leadership to create meaningful impact. She has represented South Africa on global platforms, including the Asia World Model United Nations (Indonesia), a U.S. Cultural Exchange Program, and the UN Best Diplomats Program (Dubai). Her work champions cultural diplomacy, public speaking, and entrepreneurial leadership.
Sibusisiwe is also a makeup business owner and founder of a womenās empowerment organisation that helps women embrace authenticity and turn their God-given talents into tools for impact and self-sufficiency. A gifted musician, she has performed locally and internationally including in The Lion King with artistic expression that is bold, uplifting, and rooted in truth.
Above all, she is a devoted follower of Jesus Christ, faithfully serving in ministry both locally and abroad, with a life shaped by grace, courage, and unshakable faith.
ā¢ Youāre stuck on a mountain & can only carry 3 things, what would they be? š A backpack with all my essentials (lipgloss, wet wipes, sunshades, water bottle WITH WATER). , My phone, My power bank.. Iām probably never going to get stuck on a mountain, I have no business being there š unless itās the mountain of the Lord š
ā¢ Are you an introvert or extrovert? š Most times an extrovert, sometimes an introvert. It depends on the place and atmosphere.
ā¢ Would you rather do a marathon or skii? š Definitely run a marathon. Imagine getting injured on ice; itās cold and your body hurts, two pains in one? I cannot.
ā¢ Which woman in the Bible do you most identify with, and why? š I identify the most with Mary (The mother of Jesus). She must have been a really special girl for God to consider her as a candidate to incubate and birth Redemption. I resonate with her. Sheās a girl God saw fit to do the unlikely, the girl who was misunderstood, yet possessed adequate strength to endure persecution and judgement. The girl who was tenacious and resilient. I love Mary. She believed God, and the things He said to her happened (Luke 1:45). I know what that looks like, Iāve experienced it. Additionally, Mary had good understanding and a big heart. She understood that what she was birthing was not for her, but for the world. I know how that feels like – navigating being blessed by God, not for yourself, but for the benefit of others. Mary faced the difficult challenge of detaching herself from what only God could give her – she couldāve chosen to brag about the wonder performed through her, she couldāve esteemed herself high above others, but she was a woman clothed with humility and a quiet spirit, a woman willing to yield to God, even at the expense of āherā integrity no matter what. Her journey encapsulates a true definition of a woman who is a POWERHOUSE.
ā¢ List 3 gospel musicians that you totally love!! š Minister Dunsin Oyekan, Pastor Lawrence Oyor and Ntokozo Mambo (the list is more than 3 but I will pick these 3 to answer the question)
ā¢ If you could have coffee with any woman, who would it be and why? š Apostle Isi Igenegba. I absolutely adore that woman and I love her mind. She is so brilliant and every time I listen to her, I receive new insights. I believe I draw so much from her well of wisdom that I could use in various facets of my life.
ā¢ Tell us a bit about your background and how you began ministry? š My gifts /talents ushered me into ministry. I was a very hyper kid, and in school I did almost EVERYTHING (singing, dancing, drama, public speaking and sports). I even played the violin at some point. I auditioned to participate in a TV program at church and you guessed it, I was shortlisted. I was in the 6th grade when I became a TV presenter for a kiddies show at my then local churchās TV station – LoveWorldSat. By the time I was in 8th grade, my family moved to another church, where I began serving in the worship team, I didnāt consider myself a good singer then, but my mom was the one that told the pastor I could sing, and she immediately put in the worship team lol. That was the beginning of a journey of growth in Christ and self discovery. I did not only sing in the church but the pastor would have me share the word, do opening prayers, take offering, and I would read the word for her during her teachings. That forced me to study the word, and I become more curious to know God for myself. I would ask God things like: āGod please show me angelsā or say stuff like ā God, show me something only You can show meā – I would see things before they happen or perceive things about people and pray about them. God always came through, obviously according to my level of understanding and capacity then. By the time I was wrapping up high school, I was singing at crusades run by the woman of God – some of them were 14 days long. I would go to school then, afterschool, head straight to the location to lead worship. Those required capacity and power; she would have us praying and fasting all the time, thatās how discipline was developed. It was a lot, but every moment so fulfilling. Ultimately, I grew to really, really love with God and I knew I wanted to live for Him and continue to serve with the gifts He gave me. Thatās how I became āJesusā errand girlā as I say.
ā¢ As a young woman in ministry, what challenges have you faced and how have you overcome them? š One of the challenges I would say Iāve faced is navigating being in the forefront, being a role model for some people versus just simply being me. Ministry requires a certain level of maturity, and it took a while for me to get to grips with that – at some point in my life, I wanted to enjoy my personality and express my vibrant disposition, and do things that people my age were doing. However, over the years Iāve gotten to understand that a journey with God is not about fulfilling personal pleasures, but is about fulfilling his will (which, will most likely require you to not conform to the standard of this world). And to overcome the temptation of trying to live like everyone else, Iāve had to firstly understand who I am in Christ, associate with a tribe that is like-minded and resist the urge to please people.
ā¢ What are some disciplines or habits that help you stay spiritually strong? š Word study, prayer, fasting and fellowship are non negotiable. In order to stay spiritually strong I treat these like breathing (if I donāt breathe, Iāll die). My spiritual body needs them to stay alive and strong. Coupled with that, I maintain the consecrations the Lord has set in place for me. Itās not always easy or convenient, but I have to do it as it sustain my virtues.
ā¢ What message do you hope Christianās should hear right now? š āNew Wine Skinā by Apostle Joshua Selman and the whole of Excel Conference 2025.
ā¢ How do you stay spiritually grounded while navigating the demands of ministry and building your dreams? š The demands of ministry and the building of my dreams, stem from my spiritual groundedness. Without my relationship with God, I wouldnāt have all these dreams and visions. Without my relationship with God, they would probably be no opportunity for ministerial works. Whenever I sense that I am holding the work in high regard, I remind myself that āone thing is needfulā (Luke 10:42). Thatās how I remain grounded, I remember that I am nothing without Jesus and therefore I need Him, every single moment.
ā¢ At what moment did you feel called to launch Sinothando Global Impact, and what inspired its birth? š Sinothando Global Impact was birthed in 2019, then it had a different name. It was birthed as a result of, I would say, concern and compassion. Social issues such as gender based violence and unemployment in South Africa stressed me out and I wanted to find a way to be an agent of change in my sphere of influence. Seeing and hearing stories of young women losing their lives, provoked in me a desire to teach them about self worth and the importance of building so much value as to lead a life of independence and self-sufficiency. That lead to me starting a website – where I would post encouraging words for young women weekly and within a year, it had about 25 000 views worldwide. I also began a podcast (which will be back soon) where I spoke about the importance of being well-rounded (having a relationship with God, educated, hard-working, generating your own money, etc) as a a young woman.
ā¢ How do you see God using this movement in the next few years? š I know that many lives will be positively impacted because I have seen it before. One thing God has taught me is that nothing fails when I partner with Him. I believe Sinothando Global Impact will be a clear expression of its name – Indeed, this organization will make impact globally. I envision building a global network of women who pour into each other and support each otherās various initiatives. I envision building schools, orphanages, community centers, running companies that provide high quality services and products. God will surely use this movement to not only exalt Himself, but prove to His daughters and the rest of the world that He is intentional about their success and advancement – and I am more than happy to be His hands and feet.
ā¢ What projects are you currently doing or planning to do? š Sinothando Global Impact is currently working on an educational program to develop the skills in women so they achieve self sufficiency. We are also hosting our very first seminar this month – with 3 dynamic speakers who are change agents in their communities.
You are invited to this free event hosted by Ms Sibusisiwe. All the details are on the poster however, should you have any questions, do reach out to her on the Instagram profile provided on the poster .
ā¢ Who are some international and local community influencers youād love to collaborate with? š It would be Jacky Hill Perry. There is some peculiarity about her, and I seem to be drawn to people that are specialšš¤ There are two guys that are so wise, and they seem to stand out to me: Eric Gugua and Wesley Adi. I absolutely love them. And Mpoomy Ledwaba, Iāve followed her for a long time now, sheās done impeccable work. I foresee myself doing something with her involved in the future.
ā¢ Do you have a role model? And how do they inspire you? š I have a mentor and I absolutely love her. She models, grace, peace, love, intelligence, honour, discipline, creativity – she is a well-rounded woman. I once had a role model, but I found out she practices sorcery – I UNROLE MODELLED HER! For now, the mama mentoring me is my role model. But Jesus is the ultimate role model!
ā¢ What do you think is very important for young people with big dreams like you should know? š Big dreams are only fulfilled by a big God! You have to partner with the God that gave you those dreams, work hard, be consistent, and like Steve Jobs says ā stay hungry, stay foolishā. That doesnāt mean be a foolish person – it means be relentless in your willingness to grow and donāt be afraid to be seen doing your best.
ā¢ Create a short poem titled āWoman look in the mirrorā
ā¢ What would you say to a young woman who feels called to start something but feels unqualified? š God usually calls the unqualified and qualifies them. If you believe that specific thing is a call, then be rest assured a response is expected from the heavens. Go! Go with the strength you have!
ā¢ What is your home language? š IsiZulu. I know you asked me that because you hardly hear me speak my home languageš¤£
ā¢ Complete this sentence, āIf you caught me by surprise youād find meā¦ā š Having a conversation with Holy Spirit (I am always talking to Him).
ā¢ What piece of advise would you like to leave with our readers today? š Firstly, be born again. Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior – thatās your ticket to a wholesome life AND ETERNAL LIFE. Secondly, embrace your uniqueness and authenticity, thatās one of my hacks for a joyful life. It helps you live from a point of understanding your own personal journey and breeds willingness to walk it faithfully. Lastly, live! Live fully! Laugh loudly! Love generously!
One thing this season has taught me is this, God is the only God. We may not say it out loud, but many times, weāve placed man on a throne that doesnāt belong to them. And weāre quick to say, āOh no, not me!ā Really? Look at how we prioritize people over God. We run after manās approval, crave their validation, chase their heartsā¦ and forget about chasing Godās.
We shower man with compliments, celebrate them day and night, yet when it comes to God, we go silent. Worship feels like a task. Heavy. Forced. We need to be pushed to lift our hands, to sing, to adore Him yet weāll dance and sing for man without even being asked. But not anymore. Iāve learned: only God sits on the throne of my heart. That seat is His and His alone. I will serve no foreign god.
When man has come through for us, helped us, supported us, stood by us we show gratitude, not worship. Thereās a clear line, and it must never be blurred.
Iām reminded of Peter, when he entered the house of Cornelius. As Cornelius bowed to worship him, Peter quickly rebuked him, saying, āStand up; I too am just a man.ā And this was no ordinary man this was a man God Himself had endorsed, a man God spoke to Cornelius about in a vision! He was walking in power, doing miracles, signs, and wonders. Yet he remained just that, a man. Exploits and greater works donāt make us equal with God. No. Never.
Iām so grateful for the people who have stood by me, those who showed up, helped, and carried me through seasons. But they are not my gods. Only the Lord Jesus Christ is. He alone is the One I worship.
I love that David Dam song that says, āOnly Yeshua will reign forever!ā And itās true. There may be 10,000 powerful prophets out there, but Only Yeshua! There are fierce intercessors who can pray you into places you never dreamed of, today youāre crying, tomorrow youāre sitting in boardrooms but still, Only Yeshua!
Yes, the blind see. Yes, lost souls are being won. But the glory? Still Only Yeshua.We must understand this: man is still just man helped by God. So what do we do? We recognise the God working through people. We honour them, we celebrate them, but we worship God. Never the other way around. Celebrate man, yes but worship belongs to God alone.
This truth will also help you extend grace when those same men fall. Because if you never placed them on a GOD pedestal to begin with, their mistakes wonāt make you abandon your faith in God. Youāll remember theyāre just men. Helped by God. And menā¦ fall.
I pray this short message has helped you. And let it also remind you, yes even you, no matter how gifted, anointed, or impactful you become you are a man (or woman) helped by God. Never forget that.We are striving to become like Him but we are and will never be Him. Shall we listen to this wonderful song together?
One of the main reasons couples donāt last long or end up divorcing is emotional instability. When one person is emotionally mature and knows how to handle their feelings, and the other lashes out breaking things or causing damage when angry that relationship will struggle. Sometimes we quickly say, āIt wasnāt meant to be.ā Fair enough. But maybe it was meant to be, you just had too much emotional conflict, both within yourselves and between each other, that ended up weighing down what couldāve been something really beautiful.
An emotionally unstable parent is a real danger to their children, Iām not even joking. So many parents had the chance to be their childrenās safe place, but instead, they became the very source of their pain. Your kids donāt feel safe around you because your heart is noisy, unsettled, and refuses to embrace peace.
Just two days ago, it was Motherās Day, and I canāt tell you how many people opened up about this exact thing. āMy mom never healed, so she constantly did ABC,ā or āI donāt speak to my mom anymore because sheās bitter and always hurts me.ā We may judge these people but only they know, the wounds that came from nursing that relationship. The truth is, emotional instability makes it almost impossible to build healthy relationships it always ends up causing destruction instead of connection.
What about the drama? The desperation? The sharp words? The countless days filled with attitude and tension? Letās be honest , this goes for both men and women. A man who beats his wife is emotionally unstable. He shouldnāt be married. Heās living impulsively, ruled by his emotions, while someone else suffers for his lack of self-control.
Thereās a foolishness you pay for because of your own choices, and then thereās the kind you suffer from simply by being around foolish, unstable people. Emotional instability doesnāt always look loud , it can hide in gullibility, naivety, insecurity. But the fruit is the same: damaged relationships, chaos, and pain.So whatās the answer? Itās simple: HEALING.
Heal and be restored. Do the inner work. Build a healthy image of who you are not based on your pain, but on truth. Your mind needs healing too. Learn to think before you speak. Understand that your words and actions carry weight, and they can hurt others deeply. Like I said yesterday, no one can put up with you forever. Nobody. There comes a point when even the most patient person grows tired. Heal before you lose the very people who were sent to love you.
Lastly, Signs of Emotional Stability.
You know when to be silent, when to speak, and when to walk away. You can process disappointment without exploding. You listen more than you react. You are self-aware and take responsibility for your emotions. You give others room to feel, without making everything about you. The Cost of Emotional Instability
Broken relationships.
Repeating toxic cycles.
Missed opportunities.
Regret and shame after impulsive decisions.
Hurting the people you love the most.
People donāt always realise how much emotional immaturity costs until itās too late. I hope you do, I hope you have learned from this little lesson that your internal being matters. That heart? Guard it. Diligently so. Remember, somethings can be done for you and some? You do them yourself. Inner work is one of them. See you tomorrow!ā¤ļø
