Even Mary and Martha had no idea that, that very day they would hear their brotherās voice again.
Vanessa
For a long time l have had no choice but to be strong and by no choice l mean, either Iām strong or Iām strong. Often times we are afraid of crying because it may look like we donāt have faith. We put on our best clothes, to ānot look like our problemsā which is a great thing by the way – I applaud you if you do that! Many times people grow up thinking they need to muster up more strength to press on. More strength. More strength. We encourage ourselves from within. More strength! We are told to dry our tears, tie our leather belts, pull up our shoe straps and move beyond the heartache of the moment. āYou cannot afford to break down, youāre a man. Men donāt cry.ā Or āBe a strong girl. Tears wonāt help you with anything.ā But John 11:35 tells us a different story ā¦
āThen tears streamed down Jesusā face.ā
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You may be reading this and youāre not facing any problems, read anyways. You may be reading this and are actually drowning with your hand lifted up to whoever cares enough to pull you out. I am reminded of the disciples in the boat. They were terrified . Justifiably so. If you were in the boat and you could hear the sound of mighty waves, you feel the coldness of the water on your feet, everyoneās shouting out in fear and there is Jesus ⦠sleeping. How would you feel? They felt like He doesnāt care at all.
āSo they shook him awake, saying, āTeacher, donāt you even care that we are all about to die!ā
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Wait up ⦠I got a little package for you ā¦

When we get too used to self sufficiency and survival mode based on our own strength we can barely hear God gently telling us to unflinch our jaws, let the tears flow and not move a muscle. How many times has He said Be Still and we quote the scripture, post it, while not being still. Weāre actually at our busiest trying to fix things while we keep saying , āBe still.ā
So what are we doing today? We are choosing to lean on God. We are reflecting on the results of our own work and the proven credible results of Godās work. You know what? Iām actually choosing to be still. Keep praying? Yes. Stress while praying? No. Hand it over . I love how Apostle Paul puts it;
Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, āMy grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.ā Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. II Corinthians 12:8-10(ESV)
He says l begged for a change of story, three times. Have you been begging for God to change something and you wake up and the situation is the same. By the end of the day you probably feel exhausted from all the anxiety you felt all day. Have you been crying and pleading with God to take away the pain? Then you got up and chose your own strength which doesnāt even get you to the end of the day? If Paul tried to figure things out himself and leaned on his own ability, he would have forfeited the opportunity to experience the power of God. Iām gonna ask you a couple of questions, answer truthfully:
- How are you? Think before you answer
- Do you feel like crying? Go ahead. Drop those shoulders and just let it out.
- Does it feel too heavy? Pretend youāre lifting something off your shoulders, focus, now lift it up and then place it down and say ,āLord , it belongs to you now.ā
Today, thereās one thing you donāt have to do ā You donāt have to be strong. āBut I have no choice, I need a door to open urgently. Fees, bills, medical expenses. I canāt not do something, you donāt understand, I have a lot on my plate.ā If you had a chance to choose another āplateā would you take it? Hereās the chance then. Choose the plate that says ,āFather, you can be trusted.
Donāt overthink. Donāt panic.
And one more thing ā¦




