It finally got me o! š
I donāt know if youāve noticed, but I havenāt been writing as consistently lately. Iāll start something, get halfway through, and then suddenly feel like, nah, this doesnāt sound like me. It feels off, a bit vague, and I just leave it unfinished. Someone even told me, āMy mom has been asking why you havenāt been writing.ā
I think writerās block caught up with me , which is strange because I write every day. Literally. But maybe itās one of those seasons where your mind just isnāt in the right place to express whatās inside. You want to say something meaningful, but the words just wonāt line up. Anyways, letās talk about it have you ever had a moment like that, where you just couldnāt find the words?
What is writerās block? Because some of you are like whatās thatttttttt? šWriterās block is when someone wants to write but canāt get the words out. Itās that frustrating pause where ideas feel stuck, inspiration disappears, or nothing you write feels right.It can look like losing motivation, even for topics you usually love writing about. Maybe staring at a blank page or screen and feeling nothing comes to mind. Starting to write but stopping because it feels āwrongā or āboring.ā Thazzzz it.
So Iām writing my way out of writerās block. A bit paradoxical, I know lol but maybe thatās what works, right? Figuring it out by actually doing something. Iām not sure how long this phase will last, but I donāt want to get to that place where I completely stop writing. So, Iām doing something about it now. I recently introduced the book of Proverbs and while thatās not hard for me to write about, Iāve just been⦠demotivated.
One thing about me when I want to write a book, I donāt take long. Iām a fast writer, and most of my inspiration flows as I write. Almost all my Yielded Center blogs about 90% of them were written on the spot. No drafts, no planning ahead; Iād just get a topic, meditate and start writing. So for me to now take 15 minutes to write a single paragraph feels strange. It makes me feel like Iām not doing my best, and honestly, it bores me. But at the same time, Iām learning to give myself grace , to slow down, to not rush the process, and to find my footing again, even if it takes a little longer this time.
Today, after failing to write, I decided to check my blog statistics and make a few small changes and to my surprise, people have still been reading. Even up to yesterday! I just sat there thinking, wow. I honestly didnāt expect anyone to still show up here, especially since I havenāt really been showing up myself. But thank you , truly. Thank you for reading, for being here, and for being that extra bit of motivation I didnāt know I needed. Iām taking it bit by bit, and hopefully, Iāll find my drive again.
Iām not writing any book at the moment and thatās intentional. I told myself I donāt want to, at least not yet. Iāll probably start something new towards the end of December, going into the new year. For now, my two books are available on my website, and there are so many blogs here for you to read while I find my spark and my groove š
. I love you guys! ā¤ļø

