āGod made my life complete when I placed all the pieces before him. When I got my act together, he gave me a fresh start. Now Iām alert to Godās ways; I donāt take God for granted. Every day I review the ways he works; I try not to miss a trick. I feel put back together, and Iām watching my step. God rewrote the text of my life when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes.ā āāPsalms⬠ā18ā¬:ā20ā¬-ā24⬠āMSGā¬
Are you aware that God is still God? You may think or feel like nothing much happened for you this year but do you know how many times the devil tried to take you out but couldnāt because GOD IS STILL GOD? How about the times when you thought youād perish because the persecution was too much but youāre still here! Just think about it, really selah, hasnāt the Lord been good to you? Honestly we donāt need to be in a mansion to see this. We donāt need to be holding a million dollars (thatād be great though Holy Spirit – hint hint) to finally see that the Lord is good! We donāt have to be in those cutesy pyjamas for us to see that God is good! He is good , was good and will always be good.
I donāt even want to start with pianos. Thatās when you have dance moves. We play any praise song , you just chill. No itās fine. Actually itās not but eh. š Let me stop playing and plug you into glory filled songs. But yeah guys, praise the Lord. Personally, I know that Iād be so dead right now because the attacks I go through in a year by just leading mpg eeiii! So no one will shout my shout oooo! No one will dance my dance! I WILL PRAISE AND WORSHIP THE LORD MY GOD!
Lately Iāve found myself postponing my faith. By that I mean, l am believing God for next year. Itās as if l have accepted that this year is done and thereās nothing more that could ever happen or change. Maybe I reduced God to āmanā because man usually needs time to fulfil a vow or promise but does the same apply to God? Does God need 12 months to bless me? Certainly not.
I remember a friend of mine calling me out on this last week. He said, even in December. Even now. I realised that oooo l wrapped up the year before God told me itās over, meaning l was acting like the omega with a small o. Starting the year with God only to finish it alone, that too before the 31st because my faith is reserved for 2025. Do you still believe that God can and will do it this December? Yes with 21days to go! That the Boaz can still show up? That Ruth could be on her way to Bethlehem – to you? That the name Marah is not your identity? That the Lord is sending ravens to feed you? That you can still buy the house or car? Do you have faith or have you postponed your own testimony?
In the book of John 11:1 the bible narrates one of the most interesting stories. The story of Lazarus. Lazarus became gravely ill and the bible says even after Jesus was told about this, He did not show up till after the man was buried four days. I thought Jesus understood that this was an emergency šØ. I thought Lazarus was the one He loved according to vs 3. Why then did Jesus wait so long to solve that situation especially because He had the power to do so? Why has He waited so long to give you your testimony in 2024? Youāve heard the saying, delay doesnāt mean denial.
Many of us donāt have any expectations anymore. āItās December maybe it was meant to be a 2025 resolution.ā You are wrong. Even now. Even after 4 days and Lazarus is stinking. Even after mourners have gathered and theyāre saying āDonāt worry sis, 2025 is coming.ā Even though everyoneās shaking their heads saying ,āYou shouldāve compromised, you waited in vain.ā Others are saying, āWe knew it. Where is your God? We knew that Lazarus would die.ā Yeah others go as far as saying, āWe told you so.ā Even when it looks like youāve lost your Lazarus forever. Darling even when the whole neighbourhood knows that the one who loves Jesus has no results. No major testimony. No laughter. Even now.
Donāt postpone your faith. Donāt switch off your lamp. Itās coming. This is not to motivate you, this is the word of the Lord! At some point weāve got to have faith even at 23:59! Faith even on the 31st! Faith even on the day we really need a performance! Faith even at the last minute. Faith even when itās been days and we are not hearing the sound of abundance of rain. Faith EVERYDAY. Faith EVERY SECOND! I want you to list three things you really need before the end of 2024. Declare that you will see a performance this very year.
āJesus said, āMove the stone away.ā Martha said, āBut, Lord, it has been four days since he died. There will be a bad smell.ā Martha was the sister of the dead man.ā āāJohn⬠ā11ā¬:ā39⬠āICBā¬ā¬
Move the stone away. Stop with the many words as to why it canāt happen. Stop entertaining negative thoughts. Stop murmuring. Letās believe our God. Let us stand by the integrity of His word. Let us look to the One who helps men.
āThen Jesus said to her, āDidnāt I tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?āā āāJohn⬠ā11ā¬:ā40⬠āICBā¬ā¬
If you believe, youāll see the glory of God even now.
āAfter Jesus said this, he cried out in a loud voice, āLazarus, come out!ā āāJohn⬠ā11ā¬:ā43⬠āICBā¬ā¬
Hey my Yielded Family! I just want to say l love you and Iām so happy to have such a wonderful family. Iāve never met most of you, I only see the readerās statistics and Iām blessed to know that youāre taking time to read this blog from different parts of the world. Thank you.
As a writer Iāve faced so many challenges. One of them being writerās block. Someone may say but Christian writers canāt face that. I disagree. Sometimes you know what to do but not the how to. Sometimes you know both but you have no flow. There are times I write and from the first word to the last I am flowing to the point where Iāve to stop myself seeing the paragraphs are a lot. Thennnn there are times like this morning where I write and Iām like nah. Road closed. We will try again. I did try again and again and now we have a Monday blog. I have soooo many drafts that were trial and failure. Itās more than just making sense to people, itās about what transforms people and if Iām just blabbering Iād be wasting your time right?
Where am l going with this? In your skills, talents, giftings, you may find yourself second guessing your potential. Can l really sing? Can l really write? Am l doing things right? Since I keep failing , I must be bad after all. Then you park your gift and start doing things that are not in purpose. What is it that you know youāre so gifted in but you stopped doing it because you had āwriters blockā and many ādraftsā of āfailureā and you started thinking āmaybe I am not a good minister.ā Let me tell you somethingā¦.. okay Iām always telling you something but let me tell you something else š
If people have to always encourage you to do something, you have a problem. If you need cheerleading to pursue purpose, you have a problem. āNo one said eish you write well so I canāt write anymore.ā Or āNo one said well done so l canāt do this anymore.ā There are times God Himself allows that so that you donāt have an arrival mentality or pride. What can you do without anyone paying you for it ? Would you do it gladly because you love it? What can you do without cheerleading or having a āfan/supporters baseā – for me? It is writing. Thatās how I have been showing up. I write as part of my intimacy with God.
2025 ⦠I know right. Youāre probably thinking , āI will do this and that. I will finally start this. I will start doing such and such in 2025.ā Should l remind you that you probably 90% said the same thing 2023 into 2024. What did you do? The waiting for the āperfect momentā has made people lose their zeal and drive and eventually, vision. What you are waiting to do in 2025, unless God Himself has said pause and wait, why donāt you start this December? The blog, the talent, the business. Why are you waiting? What are you waiting for? Who are you waiting for?
āIf a person waits for perfect weather, he will never plant his seeds. And if he is afraid that every cloud will bring rain, he will never harvest his crops.ā āāEcclesiastes⬠ā11ā¬:ā4⬠āICBā¬ā¬
Some of us are waiting but according to God you are triggering the spirit of delay. You are opening the door for the spirit of delay. According to God you shouldāve started by now. I know for a fact I delayed starting yielded by a full month. Thatās 20 days of blogging thrown into the bin. Who knows how many people couldāve been transformed while l was counting stars? I delayed pursuing my education in counselling by 3 years. Imagine that kind of thing! The wait is only good if itās by the Lord. If itās about āfeelingsā you are not waiting to renew strength. You are waiting and losing strength. Only those who wait UPON the Lord renew strength. Check the reason and purpose for your wait. Did God say wait? Or do you feel like waiting because you are afraid, hesitant and have no faith or maybe youāre just lazy?
āYouāll see me doing big things in 2025!ā Okay but we can still see you doing it now? Iām not in any way saying rush the process. Iām saying BE IN THE PROCESS. Be conscious of the times and seasons. āI will finally go to church in 2025.ā You are okay with losing the information you could learn over the remaining Sundays of 2024? Look at what you are losing now and not the latter! āI will start therapy in March.ā Why? āNo reason. I just feel like next year is the year.ā So what about the next couple of months where youāll be functioning as a broken person? Capable of breaking others? Are we okay with living without peace because we postpone confrontation? Men are beings of time. Born in time. Living in time. Dying in time. Time is something you can actually lose. This year taught me this – procrastination has never been of God.
If creation should take 6 days why take 20 days?
Why take 2 years to do what according to divine time you shouldāve done in 6 months? This addresses every area of life. Education, saving, marriage, health, spiritual life, gifts, EVERYTHING! Time is not your friend. If it was, it would wait for you. We pray for restoration of the years because time didnāt give grace to say āRight now youāre crying so let me wait for you to finishā. Did God say wait or do you like procrastination and so saying ,ā Iām waiting upon the Lordā makes you feel better for your poor decisions? We want to soothe our hearts by pointing it to God . āI think God says I should prepare so timeeee.ā That time God is saying āYou are already prepared for this.ā There are people waiting upon the Lord that even the Lord is like āNo. You are waiting upon yourself.ā You need to find out , that too, as soon as possible,
For many years l saw myself as nothing. When the enemy first introduced the lie to me it hurt. I hurt myself by believing it. As time went on , it didnāt hurt anymore, it was now part of me. I had the consciousness of the lie every day of my life so it became an identity. The results l was getting also suggested that l was an empty vessel. I do believe it changed how I viewed life in general; people, the world and especially God.
The picture above is a perfect illustration of how many of us should be mentally. Itās sad how men of great potential drown in depression because of a lie they believed ,āYouāll die a worm. Nobody will choose a man like you. Youāre too weak. You cannot lead and even if you tried to, nobody would follow.ā Itās sad when children with bright futures commit suicide because a lie was told , āYouāre not loved. Youāre not seen. If you die it wonāt make a difference so cut yourself, drink poison, take the rope.ā What about the women who switched off their light because they heard ,āYour feelings will never be validated. This is a manās world. Thereās no place for your many dreams. Youāre a woman. Thatās all youāll ever be. Just a woman. Stay where you belong.ā
The mind is such a powerful place. It is a world of its own. One that creates. One that destroys. Itās paradox because it uses itself to understand itself. It is a world of constant battle between peace and overthinking. Racing thoughts and stillness. Creativity and dullness. Wisdom and foolishness. The future, the present and the past. God knew us before He formed us in our motherās wombs, doesnāt that show us how the mind preconceives almost everything we are?
āFor as he thinketh in his heart, so is he.ā āāProverbs⬠ā23ā¬:ā7⬠āKJVā¬ā¬a
Isnāt it amazing? The mind has its own eyes and ears. It can see the world through itself without the physical eyes . It can hear without getting the information from the physical ears. Look at the picture again. The reflection the worm sees is its future. It actually is its real self. It doesnāt look like that in the physical YET but itās only a matter of time. If the worm focuses only on its current worm speed, its current worm colour, its current worm state, it may harm the image of the future. The current state is not permanent, it is part of the process.
How many processes of becoming have you suffocated because you saw the worm season and concluded that the butterfly season is not coming? Maybe you didnāt even think as far as that. What do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror? Are you shortsighted? Whatās the vision you have for your life? Is it , green , crawling and with no beauty to behold? Or do you see the future you, the butterfly, the colourful, the soarer, the one who nolonger crawls but flies. Maybe you actually see yourself flying, but not as a butterfly, just a fly. Hmm.
To the one in corporate, what do you see? To the one in ministry, what do you see? Little Miss in school, what do you see? Husband, what do you see? Wife , what do you see? To the one toiling day and night, what do you see? Abraham open your eyes. Look.
āAfter Lot separated from him, Yahweh spoke to Abram, āLift up your eyes and look around you to the north, the south, the east, and the west.ā As far as you can see in every direction is the land that I will give to you foreverāto you and your seed.ā āāGenesis⬠ā13ā¬:ā14-15⬠āTPTā¬ā¬
Maybe all you need to do is separate from Lot. There are people whose presence in our lives makes us lazy, to even think. They are not bad people but we never see when we are with them or when we converse with them. No wise plans, no vision, no direction, all we ever talk about is things that will never better our lives. Iām here to tell you that as far as your eyes can see, you can possess. āBut it looks like the only thing l possess is a birth certificate.ā Darling, see beyond. āBut I have been bullied, abused, mocked and called many names. They say Iām a worm.ā Darling, donāt camp there! You actually are a worm now BUT time! Thereās a time for everything under the sun!
Clean your mirror. Clean your mind. Start speaking beautiful things about yourself not to pump up pride but to create a butterfly vision in order to step into it. I wonder, when the worm begins to see colour , the wings, how exciting it must be, to know that what it once envisioned is coming to life. The business, the marriage, being a parent, ministry growth, imagine all of this coming alive because you refused to settle for worm things. Builders start with one brick and yet after sometime, someone can come and say āThis is my house.ā From one brick, you build one after the other. You push, sometimes in the heat, sometimes in the cold. Until you see the house, everything else IS NOT THE GOAL. Until you become a butterfly , everything else IS NOT THE GOAL. Donāt stop there. Donāt even stop when you see the structure, thereās some painting to do! Do not settle for worm š things when you could become a butterfly š¦
Darling, as far as your eyes can see. I love you. š
Happy new month my family. We are literally 10 months old !! Iām so grateful to God and to you for being a part of this vision. Yielded is a big part of my life and my identity. We are in the last month of the year, hooray! I would like to announce that this week l wonāt be to post more than two posts because Iām tied up with so much to do. I will post a midweek check in though. Sooooo, I personally had a rough yeah, it started off so well only to show me all the peppes in the world. All of them blended in one cup and given to me to eat. LOL! I donāt know about you but I really felt like giving up many times. I was tired. Even though I was exhausted, l had to keep showing up on mpg and yielded, with no rest. Now weāre in the holiday month and my question is, should we be resting? Should we put the weapons down and chill out? What do you think?
In October I joined command your month prayers with Ps Judy. She said something so profound ,āThere are no spiritual holidays.ā In as much you can even feel tired emotionally and mentally, you cannot park prayer for the January fast. I believe that extremely ignorant people would do that. They abandon their destiny because they will fast in January. Iām sorry but that is kkkkrazy. The enemy has no Christmas holiday. Demons have no time to chill out, they are always reporting for duty. I know most of us are truly exhausted but letās read a verse that has been keeping me going.
āIf you fall to pieces in a crisis, there wasnāt much to you in the first place.ā āāProverbs⬠ā24ā¬:ā10⬠āMSGā¬ā¬
If you crumble now, you were never strong to begin with. Donāt stop praying this December. Donāt stop fasting. Youāll never finish all the chicken and Turkey in the world. Itāll still be there when you break the fast. Donāt follow peopleās opinions about what to do this holiday, āletās go party, just once , get some air.ā Darling thatās not how we get some air in our kingdom. How many times did Lotās wife turn her head? Once! How many times did Esau sell his birthright for soup? Once. Please be wise. Use wisdom and discernment. Find out what God wants you to do this December and DO IT!
Should we be resting? Maybe you can rest from work or your day to day business. Some people need to rest from public ministry and hand over the duties to trained people to push while they recoup and be like Mary. Leaders need physical rest too. You cannot be a loving believer and watch your leader Labour all through the year and you never step in to help when they need it. It means youāre selfish. It means you donāt love them. It means youāre a user. My Dad had to rest over the two weekends, he has been preaching and ministering, counselling, travelling, so many things. What happened? His two sons came and ministered. Martha also needs to sit by Jesusā feet. All Iām saying is, donāt be a taker that never gives. Itās more than money. Give rest to the sibling thatās always working. Give rest to the husband or wife that keeps working. Offer to do the dishes sometime. Listen, if you overwork anyone, no matter how kind they are, they will eventually get tired.
You can also rest by blocking the noise of the mind and heart. Do you know you can literally switch off that noise if you wanted to? The overthinking. The stress. The worry. You can mute it! The problem is we have accepted that we are over-thinkers, that we worry ourselves off our feet and it looks like a normal thing to accept. You will not rest and be refreshed unless you are very intentional about controlling your emotions and being very honest with yourself when the rollercoaster starts.
Let me a close by saying, you need to build capacity for the next year. Nobody will do it for you. If anything, right now people are busy focusing on their lives, even your friends. Nobody is coming with encouragement and cheerleading. People will only reconnect in January , Iām pleading with you, take your destiny seriously. Drill it into your mind that by all means youāll finish strong. And one more thing;
āGod has no use for the prayers of the people who wonāt listen to him.ā āāProverbs⬠ā28ā¬:ā9⬠āMSGā¬ā¬
Obey God. Trust and Obey.
Please be safe. Go to safe places. Donāt forget that you are a child of God. I love you.